I got a new haircut and style today. Pictures to be up eventually…. I think. I haven’t quite decided at which point I want to introduce images to this blog. I suppose I’m very self conscious and want to see some real changes in myself before I start seeing them on pictures here. Silly I [...]
Entries from January 2008
January 28, 2008
Weigh In – Week 1
I weighed in this morning:
336.4
I’m down NINE pounds in 7 days.
Although it seems unhealthy to loose nine pounds in a week I have to consider the following:
1. I am very FAT.
2. I haven’t been active for a few years.
3. I have been eating very unhealthy for quite some time.
Now that I’m exercising the weight will [...]
January 27, 2008
Damn Burrito
I got a bit intoxicated last night and had a greasy burrito. Ugh! It was soooOOOoooOooOoooo good though. LOL! I didn’t feel well yesterday so I didn’t have much to eat all day and I’m pretty sure I didn’t consume my alloted calories for the day. Still, as good [...]
January 25, 2008
Recover
The hardest part of waking up is feeling alone. The best part of waking up: working out.
Thirty minutes on the elliptical in the mornings has been my reason for getting out of bed. I hate it but I love it for it gives me the energy to push through each day. I [...]
January 23, 2008
Motivations
My motivations at this time…
1 – A broken heart. I do not wish this to be the basis of my evolution but I do intend to use it as a launching pad. Fear is a great motivator – and so in pain.
2 – My health. I want to LIVE.
I have felt small, ridiculed and ugly, [...]
January 21, 2008
Begin.
This is the beginning of my evolution. It starts with a number: 345.4
Followed by the word “pounds.”
345.4 pounds is what I currently weigh in at. Bleh, I know.
However, I have come to term with two realities:
1. I did it to myself.
2. I can change it.
My motto: “Evolve or Die”
This is the beginning. Welcome to my [...]
