I’ll tell you what happened. My lazy, uninspired fat ass is what happened. I THINK I weight about 320 now. Ugh. What happened?!?!? I gave up. I’ll admit it. I GAVE UP. Now I don’t even know how much I weigh, I’m afraid of standing on the scale to confirm what I already know to be the truth. My shirts are snugger, my pants tighter, I can’t keep greasy foods out of my mouth and I haven’t excercised in months. I know what’s up. I’m fatter. ha.
So what now? I wish I could tell you that I’m here for a revival. For a new found motivation, but truth of the matter is that as I type this I have two soda’s, a bag of sunflower seed on my desk and what must be like a pound of chineese food in my gut. It’s as if I know that my hand is in the fire but I can’t quite get myself to yank it out. How does that make any sense?
I’m tired of being fat. Apparently not tired enough.
I need to plot. Reevalute and I need to take a look in the mirror. A real close look. This post makes the post down there look ridiculous. Embarrassing! haha
I’ll start with grocery shopping. There, lets see if I can do that much….
2 Comments
November 21, 2008 at 12:27 am
Everybody knows that is hard to loose weight generally.It deserves extra effort and sacrifices.I always had an issue with my belly area because I have a pouch 10 years now.when I try working on it, it goes down and later gets right back up and even bigger.I started back running but still eating the so called ‘wrong things.’
I would advise you lessen on the intake of those foods.For example if you eat 5 pieces of chicken you can start having 3.Because it is impossible to get up one day and completely stop having those stuff without being tempted for any.Drink lots of water also when you are thirsty instead of juices and sodas.Secret, first thing in the morning you drink a cup of hot water and also last thing in the night it helps.
January 4, 2009 at 9:04 pm
Thank you